Hello.

Today hangs a heavy heart.
Blogging seems like something too open for people to be spilling their emotions on.
But I guess that was always the whole point?


I wish for one night I could sleep,
and I wouldn't wake up until things were..

I wish for one night I could just sleep...

Just sleep...







Do we have to wake up?

Panama Day 2.

こん！
Day 2.
Night has fallen.
Went to Romanaccios yesterday.
Ate clams...should I feel bad? Is that against vegetarianism...I keep getting mixed responses.
Oh well it's been seven years since I've had them so I suppose I didn't do too badly.
Also ate Spaghetti and the best garlic bread on the planet.
Had Don Lee today.
Though the options are minimal I love how it tastes.
Wish the internet connection was faster though, my computer is hating this ethernet thing.
But..the wireless isn't working so oh well.
Videos of my trip are here:
http://www.youtube.com/user/37thBlitz
I'm no movie star that's for sure.
I posted one a little while ago and it's still not showing up...I might have to redo it.
Tired it was an interesting day.
Spent time at the clinica a lot has changed!
Miss my boyfriend love.<3
And I like sweets:
Please give me sweets.
Blog more later.
Humidity hates my hair.
じゃね〜

Panama.

I am in Panama.
I am spending time with my Abuela.
I will be applying for a student loan to study at my university this fall.
Yes, I am going to University this fall, for real this time, I promise.
I will again be updating my blog, also for real this time.
I also would like to host this blog for you to see: http://nomoarheroes.blogspot.com/
It will be big one day.
I am so tired and can speak only in sentences.
I want to see Julie&Julia:

I want my boyfriend to take me to this one.
I am so excited for it.
I am posting youtube videos of my trip.
Those I will link later.

Goodnight now mer mer mert.
またね〜

Don't tease~

But I am really liking this song:



Hahaha, I do not know what about it appeals to me but... I thoroughly enjoy it. It is so catchy!

またね！
カロ

Mexico Gloom and Doom~

Today my love leaves me for Mexico. He goes only for the weekend but that seems too long a time to be a part. We can do it though, we have done it before. It is just no fuuun! Anyway, I do hope that the time goes by quickly. I miss him so already and it has only been a few hours, that I saw him last yesterday. I hope he has a great time, and experiences Mexico the way he has wanted to for so long. It is the country where his family is from, so maybe it will be a learning experience. I wish I were going too!

Perhaps I will be able to busy myself while he is gone with various little errands. I hope to get my new laptop this weekend. I need one for school and am giving in and going all out and getting something I feel will be beneficial to my studies, and daily life. But, I wanted to do that last week, clearly it did not happen! Ugh! I also am gonna toy with all the pupe widgets until I find the one I like best. Bellow is the piyo clock but I wonder if I'd prefer to use this one:

Shows of my daily style, as it changes whenever I change my outfit. I am also debating making an AMEBA to practise my Japanese and maybe keep up with pupe updates by commenting when something is not NICE! Hah!

I really don't want to be at work either. I'm exhausted. I need to buy more primer, we're painting my grandma's wall! It has been super fun so far but it is quite tiring and exhausting work. Meh, I am too busy for now to blog any more. I will update more in the evening!

dearly, caro

Poupe~

They have made lots of changes. I am finally getting back into it though I have very little ribbons now sadly and cannot afford all of the new lovely things.

New widgets have been added:

I hope you join and play along with me~

Meh.

Gloomy day.
Can't look at anyone, let alone in the eye.
Don't know how to feel.
Sigh.
What's wrong with me?

Have posts to post but have to update.

Gloomy, gloomy day.