Tuesday, December 29, 2009


It has been a rough day.
Tomorrow will be a tad rough.
Brother has dental surgery... they say it is not gonna be nice at all.
Also, car is having troubles.
We are dropping it off at Dale's at 7:45 AM.
I have to wake up early early early.
Unfortunately, on a day I normally would not have to wake up for at least another half an hour... then again... I wake up so often I do not have an inkling of an idea as to why I bother sleeping anymore.
I should show you guys my sexy dark circles.
I look live I have been in a fight.
I also thoroughly appreciate frightening things right before bed...
You are such a great friend...

I need a new mouse for my families desktop.
I will see if I can find one it is too painful to deal with.

I am so behind on my letters out to friends and family that it is embarrassing I hope you guys appreciate my tardiness with holidays...Halloween still to come...

Work is getting more busy I am being assigned more tasks.
Sadly, it is not more of a new task rather more of a task I could do asleep...
Oh well I enjoy working so it is not that big of a deal I guess.

I feel rather robotic lately.
Robotic and Monotonous.
Maybe I am losing my elasticity.electricity.spontaneity.

Anyway, I hope your world is nice.
Goodnight for now.
My eyes hurt.


Sunday, December 13, 2009


I am boycotting the human body.
My jaw is so sore it's not even funny.
I did not ask for a wisdom tooth of painful doom!

I am enjoying our weather as of late.
I really do not want summer to come back.
Well, that is until I move.
Then I don't want to have too much winter when I move to LA.
Beach will be a nice change from this desert scene.

I am nervous.
Which reminds me; I need to look at the info for the apartment/dorms.
Shucks... it is winter break soon... that means brothers all the time.

Oh boy...the fun will soon begin.

Feels like it is gonna be a long week.

Saturday, December 12, 2009


Today is my cousin's birthday. He is 2.
A couple weeks ago was B.'s nephews' birthdays.
They are twins. They are two.
Daniel thinks he's nine because that's the only number he knows.
Wearing a new shirt from Express.
Wearing it with a cream tank underneath.
I quite like it.
Let's see how the day pans out.
Bought Harry Potter 6 Movie yesterday.
Also, got a new Coke McDonald's cup.
I like those cups.
They are cute.


Miserable morning.
Miserable afternoon.
Miserable evening.
Picked up a little...fell asleep.
Now at home.
Lonely, wishing I was back with him.
At least there I know what is expected of me.
Here, I will never know.

Thursday, December 10, 2009


I am feeling melancholy and morose again.
I realise how much what people say affects me.
Not to say it's good thing or a bad...granted I feel it's mostly bad.
I also keep forgetting to mail out my packages for the holidays.
I still have a few halloween cards lost in the mix of my room.
Some presents for the new holidays...I haven't even started working on..
But I know this because I am hiding away, and spending too much time playing on line..
I should be drawing the designs I keep dreaming up.
I should be working on the paintings people asked for as gifts.
I should be figuring out how to pay for school.
I have a lot of things I should be doing so I could go on but .. I'm sure you see my point.
Sigh, I dunno.
Sometimes I wonder if I should really bother these days.
I have some big news.
Maybe I'll post it in a little bit. We'll see.
Hope you guys are doing well; populous of the interweb。