Tuesday, December 29, 2009


It has been a rough day.
Tomorrow will be a tad rough.
Brother has dental surgery... they say it is not gonna be nice at all.
Also, car is having troubles.
We are dropping it off at Dale's at 7:45 AM.
I have to wake up early early early.
Unfortunately, on a day I normally would not have to wake up for at least another half an hour... then again... I wake up so often I do not have an inkling of an idea as to why I bother sleeping anymore.
I should show you guys my sexy dark circles.
I look live I have been in a fight.
I also thoroughly appreciate frightening things right before bed...
You are such a great friend...

I need a new mouse for my families desktop.
I will see if I can find one it is too painful to deal with.

I am so behind on my letters out to friends and family that it is embarrassing I hope you guys appreciate my tardiness with holidays...Halloween still to come...

Work is getting more busy I am being assigned more tasks.
Sadly, it is not more of a new task rather more of a task I could do asleep...
Oh well I enjoy working so it is not that big of a deal I guess.

I feel rather robotic lately.
Robotic and Monotonous.
Maybe I am losing my elasticity.electricity.spontaneity.

Anyway, I hope your world is nice.
Goodnight for now.
My eyes hurt.


Sunday, December 13, 2009


I am boycotting the human body.
My jaw is so sore it's not even funny.
I did not ask for a wisdom tooth of painful doom!

I am enjoying our weather as of late.
I really do not want summer to come back.
Well, that is until I move.
Then I don't want to have too much winter when I move to LA.
Beach will be a nice change from this desert scene.

I am nervous.
Which reminds me; I need to look at the info for the apartment/dorms.
Shucks... it is winter break soon... that means brothers all the time.

Oh boy...the fun will soon begin.

Feels like it is gonna be a long week.

Saturday, December 12, 2009


Today is my cousin's birthday. He is 2.
A couple weeks ago was B.'s nephews' birthdays.
They are twins. They are two.
Daniel thinks he's nine because that's the only number he knows.
Wearing a new shirt from Express.
Wearing it with a cream tank underneath.
I quite like it.
Let's see how the day pans out.
Bought Harry Potter 6 Movie yesterday.
Also, got a new Coke McDonald's cup.
I like those cups.
They are cute.


Miserable morning.
Miserable afternoon.
Miserable evening.
Picked up a little...fell asleep.
Now at home.
Lonely, wishing I was back with him.
At least there I know what is expected of me.
Here, I will never know.

Thursday, December 10, 2009


I am feeling melancholy and morose again.
I realise how much what people say affects me.
Not to say it's good thing or a bad...granted I feel it's mostly bad.
I also keep forgetting to mail out my packages for the holidays.
I still have a few halloween cards lost in the mix of my room.
Some presents for the new holidays...I haven't even started working on..
But I know this because I am hiding away, and spending too much time playing on line..
I should be drawing the designs I keep dreaming up.
I should be working on the paintings people asked for as gifts.
I should be figuring out how to pay for school.
I have a lot of things I should be doing so I could go on but .. I'm sure you see my point.
Sigh, I dunno.
Sometimes I wonder if I should really bother these days.
I have some big news.
Maybe I'll post it in a little bit. We'll see.
Hope you guys are doing well; populous of the interweb。

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

LA/New Elements.

I have added a couple of new elements to the blog to make it easier for those of you who reads this to keep in touch.
I'm in LA. I leave tomorrow. I came to visit Fashion Institute of Design and Merchandise.
Another school I'm applying too.
They have quite a few locations, anyone interested in Fashion, Production, Merchandising; should check it out. :)
Anyway, I leave tomorrow. I have to be at the airport early so I hope kaomonsuta doesn't oversleep! D=
I'm excited to see my man again finally <3
My family too!
I've missed everyone!
Anywho I hope we can go play today!

Sunday, September 20, 2009


I am on my way to the PHX aeroport. CamCat says I shouldn't eat the peanuts because they hate me! D= What a sad day! But it's gonna be such a long time without my husbando ;_;! Ok time to plan my questions for FIDM andandand my tummy aches! @_@ Post more soooon playtime is sooon kao won't wake upppp I miss my maanananannnnn ;____;

Saturday, September 12, 2009


Someone could explain to me our reason for being alive..
I'd really appreciate it right now.
I'm desperate for change and I think I'm going to behave drastically.

I'm hurt.
I'm alone.
I'm uninterested in this anymore.
I can't do this anymore.
I no longer even know what this is.

Monday, August 17, 2009


Today hangs a heavy heart.
Blogging seems like something too open for people to be spilling their emotions on.
But I guess that was always the whole point?

I wish for one night I could sleep,
and I wouldn't wake up until things were..

I wish for one night I could just sleep...

Just sleep...

Do we have to wake up?

Friday, July 31, 2009

Panama Day 2.

Day 2.
Night has fallen.
Went to Romanaccios yesterday.
Ate clams...should I feel bad? Is that against vegetarianism...I keep getting mixed responses.
Oh well it's been seven years since I've had them so I suppose I didn't do too badly.
Also ate Spaghetti and the best garlic bread on the planet.
Had Don Lee today.
Though the options are minimal I love how it tastes.
Wish the internet connection was faster though, my computer is hating this ethernet thing.
But..the wireless isn't working so oh well.
Videos of my trip are here:
I'm no movie star that's for sure.
I posted one a little while ago and it's still not showing up...I might have to redo it.
Tired it was an interesting day.
Spent time at the clinica a lot has changed!
Miss my boyfriend love.<3
And I like sweets:
Please give me sweets.
Blog more later.
Humidity hates my hair.

Thursday, July 30, 2009


I am in Panama.
I am spending time with my Abuela.
I will be applying for a student loan to study at my university this fall.
Yes, I am going to University this fall, for real this time, I promise.
I will again be updating my blog, also for real this time.
I also would like to host this blog for you to see: http://nomoarheroes.blogspot.com/
It will be big one day.
I am so tired and can speak only in sentences.
I want to see Julie&Julia:

I want my boyfriend to take me to this one.
I am so excited for it.
I am posting youtube videos of my trip.
Those I will link later.

Goodnight now mer mer mert.

Friday, June 5, 2009

Don't tease~

But I am really liking this song:

Hahaha, I do not know what about it appeals to me but... I thoroughly enjoy it. It is so catchy!


Friday, May 15, 2009

Mexico Gloom and Doom~

Today my love leaves me for Mexico. He goes only for the weekend but that seems too long a time to be a part. We can do it though, we have done it before. It is just no fuuun! Anyway, I do hope that the time goes by quickly. I miss him so already and it has only been a few hours, that I saw him last yesterday. I hope he has a great time, and experiences Mexico the way he has wanted to for so long. It is the country where his family is from, so maybe it will be a learning experience. I wish I were going too!

Perhaps I will be able to busy myself while he is gone with various little errands. I hope to get my new laptop this weekend. I need one for school and am giving in and going all out and getting something I feel will be beneficial to my studies, and daily life. But, I wanted to do that last week, clearly it did not happen! Ugh! I also am gonna toy with all the pupe widgets until I find the one I like best. Bellow is the piyo clock but I wonder if I'd prefer to use this one:
poupeegirl fashion brand community

Shows of my daily style, as it changes whenever I change my outfit. I am also debating making an AMEBA to practise my Japanese and maybe keep up with pupe updates by commenting when something is not NICE! Hah!

I really don't want to be at work either. I'm exhausted. I need to buy more primer, we're painting my grandma's wall! It has been super fun so far but it is quite tiring and exhausting work. Meh, I am too busy for now to blog any more. I will update more in the evening!

dearly, caro


They have made lots of changes. I am finally getting back into it though I have very little ribbons now sadly and cannot afford all of the new lovely things.

New widgets have been added:

I hope you join and play along with me~

Wednesday, May 6, 2009


Gloomy day.
Can't look at anyone, let alone in the eye.
Don't know how to feel.
What's wrong with me?

Have posts to post but have to update.

Gloomy, gloomy day.

Friday, March 27, 2009


Michael Jackson's record Off the Wall came into today.
Expecting Thriller and Bad in the mail soon as well.
Still expecting my Totoro purse and doggie phone charm I purcahsed for my coworkers bday gifto~

Today is my man's second interview at the job he applied at on Wednesday. Fingers crossed. It is at 11 and I will be picking him up afterward; then heading on hom to pick up miss mom's reading glasses at the casa. She reallyreallyreally needs them for work.

All in all today should be a nice smooth day...hahaha as if I ever get those.
Hopefully it will though...I really want to see the Breakfast Club tonight.
They are doing free movie Friday at some park around here near some mall I have never been to until sometime in April. Starts at around 7... so I guess we will see what happens.

Gonna see my prima in a play tomorrow. Her school is doing 1776? Never heard of it. She says she only has one line but is going to get to sing her own song in one scene! Wooo, cannot wait. That will be happening Saturday.

Hopefully get some shirts printed since we finally got our lamp set up. Perhaps, we should purchase some black felt cloth to cover the area with since we need total darkness for the emulsion to take exactly what we want it to take.

First design pictures will be posted soon afterwards...after practising on some not for sale uggo shirts, haha.

Also, gonna start on my portfolio for uni. If I go abroad instead of in America I will be needing one. I cannot find information on what they are looking for exactly, but I shall try my best to come up with 30...yes it is a frightening amount, of designs before summer. Wish me luck~

I will post again soon.

Hopefull, my three penpals, also receive their letters and candy soon.
UPS if you fail me I am going with FedEx next time.


Saturday, March 14, 2009


Do I expect anything better out of any of you.
It is not like I have given every fiber of my being for you to use and regurgitate into this mess I have become.
It is over.
This is over.
Who I have been to you, is gone.
Go to hell.


Friday, March 13, 2009

Lonely Evening.

I am quite morose.

I purchased a Kanye West shirt today.
Some hot pink shorts for the summer.
A long sleeved red shirt that I got on sale at Wet Seal for 1 cent.
Plus, signed up for the Wet Seal discount card.
Saved myself 10 dollars and 88 cents.
Also, you receive something on your birthday, mine is soon; as well as, 20 percent off every purchase you make from today on!
It is a very good buy, and will last me a whole year.

Oh also purchased some white shirts for the store.
Will probably go back and get more to stock up while they still have this great style on sale.
I wonder which design should be the first we use...

Will probably stock up on various hues of the shirt as well.

Today is a fat day.
Ended up eating too much salad to make myself feel worse and better.

Still cannot find my DS but found my darling's DS charger finally.
Alex and I bought a new charger for ourselves and Mario Party for the DS...next Mario Racing??? Possibly Nancy Drew???

My brothers' have turned 15. Today Friday the 13th. No, my apostrophe is in the correct locale. They are twins, therefore they both have aged 1 year simultaneously.

I wish I was good at layouts, and coding... I would have a much lovelier blog...

Wrote my penpal a letter and must buy him some Pop Rocks. He's never had any! He does not know of their delightfulness!

Got off work early because bossmom had errands to run.

Our car broke down on us again last evening...started shaking, RPMs almost reached zero, Service Engine Soon light came on. If my bossmom were not such a great driver we would have spent the evening at our job.

I enjoy blogging, it is like purging my brain of my useless thoughts...sorry world...or rather sorry one person who maybe sometimes reads this.

The new installment of Resident Evil came out today. Thus, my darling was kidnapped by his mates for a night of zombie slayage. Perhaps he will return in the morrow so that we can work on our store.

I love you Peach, I will always be yours. <3

I am quite nauseous tonight. I probably should not have eaten so much salad...and so many chick peas. I love chick peas, or rather garbanzo beans?

Hoping to find something...something cherishable that will not fade away.


Writer's Block: Really, Truly

(Taken from LJ.)

Do you believe in true love? What about love at first sight?

I see no reason not to believe in either of them. I do not think love always lasts forever. I think everyone gets what is best for them. For some one man or woman is all they need to follow their course through life. For others, they need a couple, a few, or many, even. Love comes in many different forms. If you are lucky enough to find it; try not to stifle it. Do not expect forever; it is how you get scared, and push people away. Do what is best for you. There is neither right, nor wrong way to love.

That being said, I truly love my boyfriend, with all my heart. <3


Wednesday, March 11, 2009

New Purchases.

I recently created an ebay account. Sadly, I seem to be doing exactly what I said I would not do...purchasing like mad!

Anyway, I have bought some items which have in my opinion definitely been worth the buy! These are the few I have so far received:

Cinamoroll Penholder/Calendar (I am in love with this fluffy tailed cutie):


Of course this led to the purchase of this darling Cinamoroll bell phone charm (I am telling you I just love him! XD):


I also purchased some movies. I received them this Monday, I was so excited to receive these films as well!

The second movie I ordered was Tokyo Godfathers, one of my faves:


I also recently saw Steamboy, and I loved it. I recommend this to anyone! If you are a fan of Akira, or even Ghibli films, or Cowboy Bebop, etc. Must see! Great detailing in the animation. In the beginning it takes awhile to get into the plot, it is a little confusing at first. But oh man! Such a great film!

I am very excited to get to watch my two movies again! Have not seen Bebop in a couple of years, and Tokyo Godfathers is just so good I cannot wait!

Cowboy Bebop the Movie:



Tuesday, March 10, 2009


The reason for existence happens to be?

If I shut off my phone, and never once accessed the internet; tell me, how many of you would find other means of contacting me?

Unfortunately, I already know that number.

It begins now.


Sunday, March 8, 2009


I feel as though a black cloud has descended upon me. I cannot seem to shake it off.

These days, I feel heavy.

My breathing is not as constant. My heart not as sharp. My eyes not as bright.

A shower sounds nice.



Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Ending the Hiatus???

So, as you may have noticed...or have not since no one reads this, kekeke, I have been on a bit of a hiatus. I never did my review of the new TAI album. So, I shall do it now.

Fast Times at Barrington High:

It's basically about young love...and it sounds quite young. I was expecting a more mature sound, in a direction further off where Santi left off...but they seemed to have gone backwards. I do love the album do not get me wrong...but it seems more of a precursor to Almost Here, than a Junior album.

School debacle continues. I am re-applying for the scholarship to Japan. I am probably going to school on the east coast if not. Fingers crossed of course. Each school I have applied at has accepted me so I am not too worried. Mostly worried because I cannot make up my mind.

Got my friend addicted to neopets, haha...as I get less and less addicted, hahaha.

I also got a raise at work which is so so so lovely. Too bad it is still not enough to afford living on my own, but I am getting there.

You should be proud though because I have been saving up. But I also just made an ebay account... bad idea I have already purchased about 6 things...oh dear. I also sold one thing though so maybe if I sell more than I spend it will not be so bad. But yay to making my first sale!

Disney has a really good deal going, wish I could go but all my friends are so cheap, sigh. Haha, oh well maybe soon I can go. Might be going hiking and camping soon which should be fun. I think this time I will get my own tenT and bag shower with so many people going.

*Forgot to post this on Friday*
*Am posting now*
*Will probably post a weekend update blog as well.