Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Quite quite...quite...quiet.

Been feeling quite ill all week.
My head, my stomach, my sleep.
I mean it's all the same.
It is quite normal for me.
Being this way.

Lately, it's just too much to handle.
What with the way everything is lately.
Everything at work, at home, my ... mmm.

I feel like I'm drowning.
How could everything get so out of my hands.
How could I let everything end up the way it has.

I applied for a scholarship.
I am going to enter a design a little black dress competition.
But I don't know anymore. I don't know.

I'm sure I deserve the outcome of it all.
There's nothing left for me to do.
There's nothing I possibly could do.

I think I am inherently damaged.
I am no good.

My head hurts.

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